LOCATION: New Haven, CT
I had collapsed on the kitchen floor in despair. Feeling completely terrified, trapped and alone. My boys were eating a snack about 10 feet away. They were quiet and they are NEVER quiet. They were just as shocked and dumbfounded as me. We didn’t know how to BE in that moment. I came to the realization in that moment that I needed to drastically change things. That what I had created as seemingly the “perfect family set up” was anything but. I needed to make some serious changes and I needed to make them quickly.
BUT I WAS SCARED SHITLESS!
How was I going to do this? Was I really making the right choices for myself and the boys? How did I know I wasn’t going repeat my mistakes and set up another unhealthy situation for us? I so desperately wanted to create a life full of authentic love and happiness for all of us. Was that even possible?
I HAD to believe it was possible. I HAD to believe I could create it. I HAD to believe that I deserved it. My boys reminded me of that, because they deserved it. I couldn’t go another day without taking action towards the life of my dreams. I couldn’t take another day of living this way. I finally took a stand for myself.
From that day on my life changed. I started to listen to that little voice inside me, even when it asked difficult things of me. I started to trust myself. I started to listen to my impulses and intuition. I started to ignore the judgment of others. I STOPPED playing small. I started to show up fully and authentically for myself and my children. I started to hear my desires and follow them. I learned how to bliss myself. I learned how to Experience Ananda.
I heard the call of my mission.
I found my purpose in life and I said, “HEAVENS YESSS!”
I began to focus on healing myself so that I could guide others in doing the same. I helped them start experiencing the same blissful life I had. I wanted to grow a community of us.
It was through this process that I began reconnecting to my higher self. It was a part of myself that had I had been aware of since childhood, but had been suppressed through a series of traumatic and abusive experiences. When I began the process of reconnecting to myself, I found that I was able to re-open my chakras, access my most valuable tool – vulnerability and connect to the Divine in a way I had never experienced before.
Along the way, I had intuitive nudges that kept leading me to explore Tantra. I signed up for a Tantric workshop that CHANGED. MY. LIFE and eventually led to me becoming an International Tantric Facilitator. I went on to study with The School of Tribal Tantra based on Kashmir Shaivism, Ipsalu Tantra – Kriya Yoga based on Osho’s dynamic teachings, and Babaji Nagaraj’s esoteric Cobra Breath Technique. As well as immersing myself in the sacred teachings from the Temple of Isis and Mary Magdalene which has enabled me to further my connection to the Divine Feminine allowing me to anchor in these energies and codes to support woman and mothers in unlocking the immense potential within them.
I’ve dedicated the rest of my life to helping overwhelmed and busy woman and mothers who have become disconnected from themselves and their power to reclaim their erotic innocence and reignite as the baddass love warriors and care givers that they are.
I guide my clients through a series of ceremonies and initiations that help them to connect more intimately with themselves physically, opening up spiritually, embracing their own Divine Feminine Mother within so that they can experience a profound, enjoyable connection to their children and their life. It is a process that enables them to shed guilt and shame, granting them permission to unapologetically meet all of their various needs. I hold space for them to release past trauma and shadow stories, preventing them from accidentally passing along the trauma lineage to their children. Allowing their offspring to experience the expansive, healthy, radiant lives they deserve.
Since then, I’ve worked with many private clients, spoken in front of countless groups: I lived my dream of World Travel- Mexico, Greece, Bali, Thailand, United Kindom and I have created The Divine Embodiment Experience™ a series of 9 potent, transformational Ceremonies and Initiations that will unlock your highest potential, reconnect you with your truth and support you in creating the life of your wildest dreams! Every sweet Woman and Mama can apply to experience the life-changing benefits of living from an embodied, radiant and balanced place.
May you and your loved ones always remember you are truly worthy and deserving of a radiantly blissful life!
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